Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Taking Back

I have been hanging out at my friend's blog lately. She is so very creative. It is very inspiring. She oozes creativity. I think that if I hadn't been so full of fear I could have been more like her in my own way. I am very creative too but I let fear of other's opinions, fear of failure, fear of sinning, fear of who knows what stifle me through the years. Recently she wrote about being dammed up in an area. This struck a note with me. I have lived a life dammed up with fear and all his associates. I lived for over 20 years with low grade depression that would flair up into real heavy depression from time to time. But I have been free almost 8 or 9 years now and I think it is time to take back that that was stolen from me. I have also been dwelling in verse 7 of Isaiah 61. The NIV version and the Amplified version. I wrote this prayer/declaration from it:

"Instead of my former shame, I shall have a two-fold recompense, a double portion. Instead of dishonour, disgrace and reproach. I will rejoice in my portion, my inheritance. Therefore in my land (home, life) I will inherit, possess double what I have forfeited. And everlasting joy & peace will be mine! I receive double honour."

I especially like the part of, "what I have forfeited". I have forfeited my inheritance in these areas. My parents were creative when younger. My mom made a lot of my clothes when I was a child and clothes for my dolls. Besides being a seemstress she was a gardner and a quilter. Dad did some projects with wood and restored the insides of vintage cars. My Grandmothers both canned, sewed and quilted. They grew flowers. And Dad's side of the family had a way with stories. They told exciting stories, exagerated stories. When I read Mark Twain I felt like I was reading a family member's story. My uncles and aunts also had this kind of creative streak. So I have a great inheritance in creativity.
I am taking back my honour, my portion in this area. I'm looking to flourish and for my gifts to make room for me. Can't wait for the joy and peace that is coming to me.
I invite you to join me. What have you forfeited? What has been stolen from you by the enemy? It is never ever too late. Pray this prayer with me and take back what is gone. Let your gifts make room for you. Start enjoying what God has placed in you.

p.s. A. special thank you to Jeannie for inspiration

7 comments:

  1. GIRL! I LOVE yor proclamation! I know of it you, too. You are a warm and loving person, full of life-giving ability and one of the most merciful people I have ever known. I can tell you that fear of man is a snare (literally a noose-around-your-neck!) and will choke the life right out. Get ready to shine, Donna! Arise, shine-for your light has come and the glory of the Lord IS (ongoing, present) risen upon you!

    May the adventure begin and the second half greater than you could have imagined! LOVE you!

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  2. Yeah Donna! I look forward to reading more posts! Kind of belated, wish I could bring you a virtual kind of pie as a welcome into the blogahood! You go girl! Don't let the devil steal your gifts!

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  3. I love pie...you think virtual pie is good. ha ha

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  4. Hello, I just stumbled upon your blog and love it!

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  5. Thank you Lizzy and welcome.

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