I have a boy on my bus who has a lot of issues. One day I had to tell him this isn't the Peter Show! (Named changed because of privacy laws). He is so used to being in control everywhere he goes. He throws fits and has outburst when things don't go his way. He wants all the attention. He wants it his way, right now! He does at times stomp on the floor in anger, lash out, scream etc. He has a melt down often. All because he wants "his way".
I got to thinking about this. How many Christians are this way? Do we want control? Do we want "our" way? Are we angry because things aren't going the way we want? Do we go around and around, insisting on trying again a way that doesn't work? Are we like Peter insisting on the "Donna Show" or insert your name the " Show"? Really we need to have each day be the Jesus Show.
We also have been taught another thing at my job. If a child has his hand gripped around something like the handle to hold to go up the stairs to get on the bus, we have a method to loosen his grip. You "peal" his or her hand off the object. You start with the pinky finger and work up to the pointer finger than the thumb. You start with the weakest and "peal" the grip till its broken free. Maybe this is what we need to have done. We need to let the Lord "peal" our hands off the control lever of our lives. Maybe we have to let him start with the little things and work up to totally letting go of our need to control what we really can't control anyway.
It's funny and sad that we believe we have real control of our lives. Like Peter who thinks he controls the world, we think we control our corner of the world. Peter is, I think, ten. I imagine he has been in control since he first threw a fit as an infant. It's been the "Peter Show" that long. How long has it been your show instead of the Jesus Show? When, oh when, will we let him peal our tight grip free? You know Peter just wants peace and freedom to live happily. We can only have happiness, joy, peace when we let the Prince of Peace have control. Peter has been in control badly for about 10 years with terrible results. How long have you been in control? 5 years? 10 years? 20 years? How long will you choose to stomp your foot and scream and yell "It's not fair!"?
I've started the process toward freedom but I have areas I'm still learning how to let Jesus control and Donna to just rest and follow His lead. I hope you will join me in the journey of the "Jesus Show" today. Just like its the best thing for Peter to not be in control. It's the best thing for us to not be in control. Really!